Archive for September, 2005

TO:DEAREST FRIENDS

Friday, September 30th, 2005

u can not imagine that how the world become in future…even tomorrow…

the words of "friendship forever"…are hard to say…

so confuse…so sad…bad mood…oh my god…

friends…i love you all…but i can’t promise our friendship will forever again…maybe someday i’ll leaving you…or maybe you leave me first…we can’t imagine that…

so childish before…always say the same words…"friendship forever"…but now…i think that is not a easy thing…

sorry friends…please forgive my emotional…

just treat this like a blank passage…

yesterdat…today…tomorrow…

Saturday, September 17th, 2005

yesterday…go cut hair…with ling chia…kakakakaz….

actually i’ve cut my hair already last monday….just…i don’t like the style…so go to wildhair find the hair designer and cut again….kkekekez…

after that…back to chia’s home with her…talk nonsense there…hahahaahaz….but i also have do some homework there…not just play only…well, i’m still a good girl….kakakakaz….

oops…forgot write something about morning while at class…actually we don’t have lesson last three period yesterday…discuss discuss and discusss….we discuss wanna back home early or not…but scare being cought…cause got too many of camera in our school now…my classmates(peiwei) go to out side of headmaster room and see got open the camera or not…sigh…they got open that day…so, we didn’t go back early….

today…got tuition at Sri Rambai…S.K.Wong…we use others class…so didn’t sit like before…we’ve change seat…something embarrasse…aiyo…very paiseh…don’t know how to discribe the embarrasse’s thing again…i stand he front i sit he back…aiyo…everyone look at us to ‘perform’ that…very paiseh…

after finish the tuition…i’m waiting my mom…everyone was back…just me…and a jit sin’s boy…suddenly he ask me where i live…so i tell him…then talk talk talk…talk nonsense again…he also waiting his mom…our mom were late to come and fetch us…he is a…gentlement…yes…is gentleman…an intellectual…but…sigh…he don’t know the girl’s name who same class with him…i like the girl…she so cute…and funny…kekekekz…she sit at my back side…but i don’t know her name…pity…

the gentleman…name…jun4 bing1…erm…right…got a person like that in my tuition class…well,this is the first time i see him…our fate…

tomorrow…my kau1 fu2 ‘move home’…yeah…his new home…but i think i didn’t go to help him tomorrow…cause too early liao…can’t wake up…but i’ll go to his new house next week…yeah…

p/s : SIN….i’ve received your letter le….so happy….but i don’t know what is that (the souvenir you give me)…kekekez…paiseh…but i think is…to tie hair de…right?sigh…i don’t hve long hair to tie up…but…thanks thanks…i love it…cause it is purple colour

SO TOUCH….

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

oh my god…so touch…

joe always make me touch…from the first day we knew each other…especially the life of form 3 and form 4…

last night…i receive her mms…what a beautiful photo!she was painting something on the photo that we took together while her farewell dinner…

sigh…this is the second time she leave me…

the first time is while we are form 4…she gonna change school…so sad…i still remember that she give me a chain that do in herself while the last day in clb…so touch…i love all of the souvenir that she ever give me…expecially the "pocket book"…i wanna cry when i receive it…really so touch…

now…she gonna leave me again…to the other country…to a foreign place…taiwan…she can’t use laptop at there…just can use the school computer…sigh…can not chating with her in anytime…

hope everything are fine…god bless her…

dearest joe…i promise…we are friends forever…forever…i’ll miss you…

A FAREWELL FOR JOE…

Thursday, September 1st, 2005

yesterday…31 ogos ….yo…merdeka…

my dearest friend…joe…has to leave us and continue her study in taiwan…all of us were meet at tambun to have a farewell dinner for her…

me…ling chia…sue pei…li kun…who still in clb…

hui ying…jing hong (study in matriks…kedah now) have attend the dinner too…because they are holiday now…

have a long time did not see joe…she become a pretty girl already…yo…so beauty o!!

we so wonder that see hui fen (with her family) and also ee liang ( with his family too) at there…well,this is fate…

sigh…my dearest friend leave me again…

nothing impossible…but,

friends forever…

good luck to her…my best friend…sayjoe…